Reflecting back when I was 25 years old yes, I was bold, cold, and full of soul. Looking at how life took me for a loop who would of ever new what changes I would go through. I grew up around people but, I never knew them to be in my life or as my equal it was like writing my first sequel…
Times changing my life had made a positive commitment at 32 years old. I decided to get a Bachelors’ Degree it felt so good, a piece of paper that made me choose my goals. A situation no toss or turns, I felt the realization because I made it with no hesitation. I needed to learn, I needed to earn, and that’s my supply to my life, while other’s wanted to see me burn.
When 38 years old came around in my life I received my Master’s Degree. Feeling high on the adrenaline of staying focus on my dreams and yes, I did scream with glee that was such a wonderful feeling inside of me.
My happiness was all about me and how I achieved what I needed to do. staying focus while collecting the cheese. I was honored to keep feeling the need to succeed. What I didn’t expect was the unexpected. Receiving negativity that was the energy, I received from people that I didn’t know that was a blow, and it was so cold.
Realizing being told on a job I worked on for 15 years your degree doesn’t mean anything. That was not only a disappointment, it felt like the people the remark made I was being singled out as a phase. That was my day to continue to pray and pay those who don’t respect me with no signs of fear. I knew that I had to achieve to receive more but, I wasn’t the right person, age, or color; that was nothing that I hoped for.
As I look at my reflections of 25 to 49 that was 24 years ago, I know it was time to grow. The law of attraction taught me wisely and the law of attraction continues to remind me. I have the power to do what I want to do because I was told, “that everything that I do, is inside of you.” I’m taking that as a lesson and plan, because life is wonderful and my choices are in demand.
Grateful and thankful with gratitude is my attitude.